Voila

History repeats itself

will I ever learn?

Is it the same as before

but with a twisted turn?

I ask myself this

amongst many things

Did I learn my lesson

or will I do the same misstake twice?

Have you ever stopped and wondered

Is this the way it's meant to be

Is this the path that I've chosen

my lifes a record stuck on repeat?

I've been here before and I took a wrong turn

I made a bad move and look where it's gone

The one I used to know

The one I used to love

Has turned into a stranger but we're not that far apart

I know I may be confusing

I know it for a fact

It's a part of who I am

and not a simple act

I really wish I could tell you

what I really want

But isn't it enough that you

stalk me in my sleep?

There hasn't been a night ever since

where you havn't been a ghost of my mind

Perhaps there are clues

but I have turned blind

I made a promise to myself a few years ago

Never to be broken even tho

Sometimes I know I should

But what if I did

Would it make me do things I otherwise never would?

I wish I knew, I really do

When I think of you

Do you think of me too?
I hope you do with all my heart

Too bad there's a barrier keeping us apart

It has taken me some time

To find these words

But now that I lay here in my bed

dreaming, wishing, thinking

They all seem lost

I give you the hand and I keep it open

You made me repair a part

I thought was broken

I give you my trust without any cost

Lets hope it isn't wasted and lost

Feeling your heartbeat

hearing your voice.

Seeing you smile

leaves me without a choice

I'm drowning here

someone give me a hand

When I'm near you

it's hard just to stand

I've told you this before but I'll say it again

I will always see you as one true friend

No matter where the road goes

No matter what we do

I'll never forgive myself if I lose you

My options are minimal but I'll do what feels best

Been here before and that time I failed the test

I lost a friend who I'd give it all

Only because my mind was narrow and the path to small

I wonder what I've done to deserve such a story

perhaps one day it'll be filled with gold and glory

I thought I found it the day I met you

But I seem to struggle to get all the way through

The one who could help me

I believe it's you

You've helped me in ways words can't describe

I guess it was enough to have you by my side

You're mysterious in so many ways

I wish I could tell you but there aren't enough days

Time is running out but I'm standing still

Even if it is against your will

My barricades are rising will you get here in time

Or will I be alone punished for my crime

Time is running out but my feelings remain

Even though I'll probably just end up insane

Been here before but I took the easy way out

Leave her behind without a doubt

When I look back today and I know what went wrong

I know I'll just keep going

The feelings are that strong

What faith has in store for me I do not know

but if there's any hope please let it show

Or I'll toss in the towel right here and now

Go on with my life and ask myself why

There are a ton of things to say

I just need the words

Havn't found them all to this very day

I can sum them up to baby please just stay.